Sunday, December 09, 2007

Proverbs

So, we were assigned to come up with some proverbs of our own after reading proverbs...here are mine.

A fool takes his identity from other people.

The wise man finds his identity in his Maker.

True love is deeper than the ocean.

In time, even a hamster wheel makes sense.

Cynicism is a cowards escape from reality.

A wise man can see past the thorns and into the beauty of a rose.

To marry a virtuous person is culmination of wisdom.

People are rarely thinking what you think they are thinking about you.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Why are Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Song of Solomon called wisdom literature?

Why are Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Song of Solomon called wisdom literature? I mean, Proverbs is obviously about how to be wise. It even says so in the beginning. But Psalms? Their just songs, right? Ecclesiastes? Isn’t that just a spoiled king whining about how having everything isn’t all it’s cracked up to be? Song of Solomon? Please. Isn’t that just an erotic love poem? It is not even clear why it is in the bible, let alone part of the wisdom literature. This really does not make any sense.

This is what it looks like at first glance, something odd and apparently random…they call it wisdom lit just because they can, and in order to confuse us. It just does not make any sense.

On a closer examination, things become a bit clearer. After looking at psalms in depth, it began to appear that the purpose of psalms is to teach us to have the proper emotional responses to things, to give us an example of proper emotions, and via poetry help us to conform to the ideal.

With study, the purpose of Ecclesiastes also becomes clearer. While at first the author seems to be merely whining, on closer examination, it can be seen that the author might be point out the intrinsic value of wisdom, being good, etc. That despite how crazy it all looks from here, God is in control, and there are indeed absolute standards.

Song of Solomon seems a harder nut to crack. I mean, it is a love song. How much of a deeper meaning can there be? The task of delving deeper into Song of Solomon is made much more difficult by our squeamishness. We are afraid to delve into the depths, because it is ‘gross’ or even ‘immoral’. We have a hard time dealing with how sexually charged it is. But this is the very reason that why song of songs is so important. We do not know how to think about love, especially erotic love. As Christians, we tend to shy away and try to shut it down completely because it is so strong and dangerous. But it is a part of us, something from deep within our very souls. We cannot silence it without loosing a part of our selves. Love is a powerful, dangerous thing, but it can also be beautiful. We need to be taught how to handle this part of us, because on our own we seem to be very good at only triggering the explosively damaging nature of love, and missing entirely the beauty.

Song of Solomon, then, is an instruction book. Not on the art of seduction, but on what love is, what it is supposed to look like, and how we are supposed to respond. As well as teaching us how to love, Song of Solomon teaches us about beauty. It is a story about a beautiful love for a beautiful person told with beautiful words. To categorize Song of Solomon as ‘merely an erotic love poem’ is to categorize the David as ‘just another nude statue’. There is such a depth to the beauty of Song of Solomon that I do not think it would be easy to come to the end of it. It is a textbook on the appreciation of beauty.

Proverbs, then, seems the least profound of the wisdom literature, the least worthy. It only helps us to see truths in the patterns of reality that we have a hard time seeing ourselves. While Proverbs schools our minds, the other members of the wisdom literature school our very souls.

What is wisdom that schooling our souls fits into it? Or rather, how does one become wise by training one’s soul? What is wisdom? What differentiates it from knowledge? Is wisdom the ability to properly respond to knowledge and other external stimuli? In that case, training one’s soul is helping it to respond properly to external stimuli and knowledge, or growing in wisdom.

Friday, November 09, 2007

Ecclesiastes: Why can't we ignore the cynics?

I fond that when I was reading Ecclesiastes, it was really hard to not discount what he says simply because it sounds so cynical. This, however, prevented me from listening closely enough to understand what he was saying. Because I judged the book so naturally, I couldn’t see the truth that is in Ecclesiastes.

I think that this tendency to ignore cynicism on principle is dangerous because although the picture that cynics see is often incomplete, it is usually true to life. We need to know the truth that is there, and we have to find the missing pieces whose absence led to despair.

In the case of Ecclesiastes, although it seems really cynical at first glance, I do not think that is the point of the book. As we discussed Ecclesiastes and got beyond the apparent cynicism, we found that Solomon was asking some really deep questions. One question is what is the meaning of life. Another is what does it mean to be wise. Yet another is whether things have objective value.

The last verse of Ecclesiastes seems to be somewhat of a non sequitur, but it is an answer to each of these questions. “The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgment, with every secret thing, whether good or evil.”[1] The meaning of life is to serve God, and wisdom is knowing and doing that. There is objective value to our deeds, and God will judge them in the end. Thing are crazy right now, but in the end, God will make everything right. The world is not as senseless as it seems.

I missed this when I read Ecclesiastes because all I could see was his apparent cynicism. We can’t ignore people who are apparently cynics, because we don’t know what truth they have to speak unless we take the time to listen, and to think about what they are saying.



[1] Ecclesiastes 12.13-14

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Civilization and Its Discontents

To what extent can we baptize Freud? To what extent can we use Freud’s mechanisms of guilt and conscience to explain Christian conception of sin?


When Freud talks about the human conscience, he is using the term to describe a part of the self that exists for the express purpose of attacking self for doing things that are instinctive, but that it has been trained are ‘bad’. This contrasts greatly with the Christian definition of conscience, a part of ourselves that responds to the Holy Spirit’s prompting about the intrinsic value of an action. While there are several problems with Freud’s analysis of the conscience, a major one that stands out is his lack of absolute values. The reduction of the perceived value of actions to an acquired flinching that has nothing to do with the action itself, and only with the punishment, is dangerous. It sounds plausible. It is a comforting thought, to think that everything that we feel bad about having done is just us being mildly neurotic. It is something that we want to believe, because then we are not responsible, and there is nothing wrong with doing whatever we want. We are free.

The thing is, it does not work. Humanity self-destructs when anarchy reigns. Also, contrary to Freud’s assertions, it does not kill us to exercise self-control, and in the long run we are happier when we do so. This lines up with his comment on pages twenty-five and twenty-six, “We are so made that we can derive intense enjoyment only from a contrast and very little from a state of things.” To deny one’s self is to create a contrast in which good things are even better, causing one’s self to be happier overall than one would be if one stayed in a continual state of self indulgence and moderate happiness.

Another of Freud’s fallacies is that denying a temptation only makes it stronger. I know from experience that denying a temptation makes subsequent denials easier. We grow in strength, not our desires, and eventually we can weed out desires almost entirely.

There are many things in Civilization and It’s Discontents that are similarly appealing and wrong. It is tempting to try to baptize Freud, and to pick out the truth from among the chaff. The problem is, he is so clever that it is ridiculously hard to find all of the places where he goes wrong. Each place he goes wrong, however, is major in itself, and even missing one would lead to major problems. While it might be possible to salvage the truth in Freud, it is not to be taken lightly, or to be thought easy.


Due to the general insanity of life at the moment, my posting schedule is rather random. My apologies....hopefully sometime in the near future I will be able to remedy that, but for now I will try to at least post once a week.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Anna Karennina: What separates Levin from Anna? What sends her to her doom, and allowed Levin to be saved?

In the beginning, Levin and Anna seem similar, except that Levin is in a state of panic over Kitty, and Anna is happily married. They both have morals, and are moderately self-sufficient. Suddenly, however, things change. Anna breaks. She finds that the love and respect that he has for her husband and the love she has for her son are not enough to control her passionate desire for Vronsky. From then on she is doomed. Even when she repents after a brush with death, her penitence cannot stop her from going back to Vronsky. Levin, on the other hand, goes on to win Kitty, and eventually to find faith.

Why does Anna fall prey to her desires, and Levin never seem to? They have a similar beginning. The thing that separates them is the temptation. Anna had morals, but her thinking was not strong enough to make her actions follow when push came to shove, and eventually even her morals changed. Levin too had a discrepancy between his head and his heart, but because he was never faced with a strong enough temptation, his actions followed his heart until finally his head caught up. Levin got lucky, and Anna really didn’t. The major temptation that Anna faced seems to be the one thing that separates the two characters. They were both unstable, but only one got pushed over the edge.

The consequences of a discrepancy between what one believes and what one thinks can be seen in young Christians without a strong theological and apologetical background who have been raised in the ‘Christian greenhouse’, and are then thrust into an environment that is intellectually hostile to Christianity. Without an intellectual foundation for their beliefs, they crumble, and loose their faith. Their heart ends up following their head.

There are other young Christians who also are raised in a reasonless Christianity who are never challenged strongly and eventually figure our why they believe what they believe, and find an intellectual basis for it. Their head catches up with their heart.

Programs, like Torrey, that seek to unite the head and the heart, are then immensely important. They help to equip students to stand firm against the attacks of the secular world, both intellectual and otherwise. They equip students not only to survive, but also to excel and to change to world.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Friday, September 07, 2007

God is good. He will give me strength to make it through today, tomorrow, and as long as I live. Somehow I have to keep that at the forefront of my mind, especially when I am tempted to try and go it on my own and fall splatted on my face. I am so thankful for friends who come along side me and spur me to be more like Christ. I am so thankful for a savior who walks this road with me, who knows what I am going through, and how icky I get on the inside and loves me even so. I am so thankful for the grace of God and his hand in my life. I would not be here if it was not for him. I would not make it through tomorrow without him. He is good.

That being said, be praying for me like mad tomorrow. Tomorrow is the last day of add/drop, and I might be switching my major tomorrow. But I really have no clue. and I have an 8:30 am class, so it is gonna be crazy as far as sleep goes 'cause I have a bunch of homework left to do before sleep can happen. And several more really hard things to deal with right now. So yeah, prayer would be appreciated.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

People search for the oddest things...

The fun thing about having a blog tracker on my blog is that I get to see how people get to my blog. Usually people come here from the nav bar thing, or from searches for a green dragon pub. Today, however, I found a new one. Someone got here from a search for "green dragon Pentateuch". Perhaps I am am just missing something, but that seems like a very random search. Whaddaya know, my blog happens to be the first thing that come up with that particular search.

Monday, September 03, 2007

1 p.m. to 7 a.m.

I just got back from one of the most amazingly odd things we do here at college, the Homerethon. We started reading the Iliad at one pm Sunday afternoon, and read through it and the Odyssey, ending at seven in the morning. While incredibly insane, it is one of the most amazingly fun things ever. But now I need to go sleep......

Saturday, September 01, 2007

hurrah!

I noticed on my tracker thing that someone ended up here by searching for a picture of a green dragon. That sparked the idea of finding a pic of a dragon for a mascot, so I googled green dragon and found this amazing website that has pictures specifically for people to put in their blogs. Pretty spiffy, eh?

Anyway, I am pretty fond of my new pet, even if he does look a bit more dangerous than jolly...

The best conversations happen during car rides...

I went shopping with one of my friends a few days ago, and as we were driving around looking for stores that would have the things that we were looking for we were able to just talk. Both of us came into college pretty sure that we knew what we were gonna do with our lives, and what majors we should be to accomplish that. Now that our sophomore year has rolled around, it feels like someone yanked the rug out from beneath our feet and we are now in free fall. We don't know what we want to do, or how to accomplish it. It is so disorienting after having been so sure for so long. Her comment was that it is so tempting to curl up in a ball and wait for someone to put something else under her to stop the falling. The only problem is, this is our life. We are now the ones responsible to find something to base our lives on. And the discovery that we have no idea what we are doing makes it terrifying.

It is so weird. I knew for most of my life that I want to be a doctor. Then I started getting a bit closer, and started to see more clearly what it will require of me. Quite honestly, a large part of me says it is not worth that much of my life. I actually want to have a life, not spend most of it inside a hospital or med school. I am confidant that I will survive college, but another six years of mad crazy deadlines and really ridiculously hard work does not sound like something that I am gonna be interested in. I want to get out there an get my hands dirty making a difference while I still am alive enough to do it. Quite honestly, I am not even sure that medicine is the difference I want to make in the world. There are so many other ways to change the world. I have spent so much of my life watching the kids around me destroy their lives, and I have been powerless to do anything about it. I hate the thought of living the rest of my life in that same position of watching the unbearable. I want to save even just a few of the kids who are headed for destruction. I have no clue, however, how on earth I am supposed to do that. I have no idea what God wants of me, and what he wants me to do to equip for it. And I hate that. I desperately want the reassurance of knowing where I am going, what I am doing, and what the end result is supposed to be. This whole navigating blind thing is not fun. Yet in the midst of the chaos I know that God does have a plan for me and for my life, and even for this time of blindness. Though right now I see through a glass darkely, I know my God sees my life clearly. I just have to trust him, even though it is hard right now.

Brother’s K: Is it possible for God to be good given that he created creatures with free will who turned to evil?

God created creatures with free will. Does that make God evil, to create creatures with free will? No, because he isn’t creating evil. He knew that the free willed creatures were going to turn against him, and he created them anyway. Does that make God evil? No, because he didn’t make them with no choice to do ill. They still had the option to chose good rather than ill. It was their own choice, not God’s. What of the evil done here on earth? Humans have free will. God, having created them with said free will, does not interfere directly in humanities choices. He has, however, set up boundaries that were not to be crossed with definite punishments if they were crossed. When humans choose to cross those boundaries they reap the consequences. However, it is not God who makes the choice to inflict them. It is their own choice to break the rules that inflicts the punishment. Unfortunately, the consequences are of a wide reaching nature, so the world is full of ills as we have seen. But that does not mean that a good God and the ills here on earth cannot co-exist. In fact, the particular nature of the ills on this earth cannot exist save a good God, and if God is good and humans disobedient then these ills are unavoidable. If God allowed evil to go unpunished then he would be unjust and no longer good. The other question is that of the existence of disobedient free-willed creatures and an omniscient and good God. If God is omniscient, then he knew before creating free willed creatures that they would turn out evil. If he knew that before their creation did he create them for evil? If one’s actions are foreknown does one have a choice? I think one does. If I know that if I present you with an apple and a chocolate bar and tell you that you can only have one of them, I know that most people would choose the chocolate. But I have a friend who despises chocolate. I know without a doubt that she would refuse the chocolate. That is not to say that she cannot choose the chocolate, but that she doesn’t want to. I did not force the apple upon her. Also, if God is omnipotent and omnipresent as well as omniscient then the whole question of foreknowledge and doom may be academic. If God is not trapped in linear time as we are then it doesn’t matter that he can see something before it has happened, because not only is he there when it happens, he is there before and after it. What happens happens, and God just happens to be able to see everything at once because he is not human. Also, do the ends justify the means as far as God is concerned? If he allows evil to exist for a time, and creates creatures with free will that he know are going to fall into disobedience in order that when the evil is vanquished he is brought glory, is that wrong? If he is the standard by which everything is judged, can anything he does be wrong? Did he create us with moral sense that is in alignment with his own? If so, does it seem wrong for him to allow a problem to develop in order that the solution could be unveiled for his glory? Is it like a parent allowing a child to do something painful so that the child will learn a lesson and learn to listen to the parent? That kind of seems like that is what it is like. You can tell a child not to do some things and almost guarantee that they will do it. But they will learn so much from the results that it is worth whatever they suffered. It seems like that is what God was doing in creating human kind. So then what he was doing was for our own good? How was it for the good of the souls in hell that he created them? Are they worse off than if they had never existed? I suppose that they are. But those who are not condemned are greatly elevated. So is it worth the sacrifice of the damned souls in order to create the subcategory of humanity: redeemed saints? What about the creation of Satan? If his creation was just, the creation of humans could simply be seen as the creation of weapons against Satan and the means of his destruction. Satan was created to serve God. He chose not to, and chose to fight him instead. When God created him, he knew that was going to happen. If he foreknew does that necessitate predestination? How can God who is all powerful and all knowing be good and yet create creatures who he allows to do evil? If God doesn’t stop the evil thing from happening isn’t he a party to it? Isn’t the evil at least partially his fault for not stopping it? Is it like when you give a little kid matches in a dry field and tell him not to play with it? If he sets the field on fire it is your fault for giving him the matches. I mean, it is the kid’s fault, but he should never have had the matches. Little kids are not responsible. I guess it comes down to God is the adult. Are we kids or adults? Was Satan a kid or an adult? Which court do we try ourselves in? If we are responsible, then it isn’t God’s fault. However, if we are not fully sufficient to stand then it is God’s fault? I guess it comes down to that. If God know that we are going to fall, are we truly sufficient to stand? Was Satan truly sufficient to stand? How then was he able to fall? Somewhere in here we have been lied to. I am not sure, but some of the reasons that God might be culpable sound like the excuses of a five year old or of our culture of lawsuits. “It was the neighborhood I was raised in. People weren’t nice to me. It’s my parents fault, etc.”. What about personal responsibility? Are we responsible? Why or why not? If we are not responsible for the ill that we do, then there is no such thing as justice. If we are not responsible for what we do, then we have no right to punish those who do wrong. But God set up a justice system. Whether or not we say that we believe that people are responsible for their actions, we live like we believe that they are. If this is so, then we are responsible for our fall. We were sufficient to stand. If this is the case, then it follows that Satan too was sufficient to stand, and is culpable for his own fall. This means that God is not culpable for the fall of either Satan or of humanity.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Hey ya'll, I am gonna try to get back to posting a bit more regularly, and possibly even adding posts from my other blog to mix it up a bit...but that requires me having the time and inclination, so we shall see. Right now the semester is of with a running start, so I'm finding that I don't have a ton of spare time. I should be posting something at least once a week though...

John Donne: Why is love poetry dangerous? Can it be redeemed?

Donne’s pre-Christian love poetry is captivatingly beautiful. It captures some of the intensity of love, the beauty and power of love. His sacred poetry, however, while being beautiful, passionate and stirring, seems to lack the fire of his love poems. His sacred poems are beautiful and true, but they lack the laughter, the true to life absurdity of the human heart and of human love. His sacred poetry is dignified. While we can relate to his sacred poetry in a deep way, it is dealing with something other than humanity. There is something a bit foreign about loving God, whereas loving other people is loving something like us. Human love is comfortingly familiar, and loving and being loved by God seems a bit disorienting.

This tendency to prefer human love over loving, and being loved by, God, is dangerous. It is placing a lesser, albeit more well known, good over the greatest good. Yes, human love is familiar, and comfortable, but God is God. While his love is less comfortingly familiar, it is perfect, the ultimate good.

Love poetry, and especially excellent love poetry, is potentially dangerous because it tempts us to idolatry. It shows us the most beautiful aspects of the human heart, and unless it points us back to God, it tempts us to make love our highest good.

Non-Christian love poetry in particular is dangerous because poetry has the power to shape our emotions. It is a dangerous weapon, and used for ill it is deadly because of its power to shape our emotions without our conscious consent. If it not subject to God, it has the potential to corrupt its readers by shaping their emotions into something bad.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

King Lear: Were the Deaths of King Lear and Cordelia Futile?

Because King Lear is killed by events that he himself set in motion, it can be argued that his death is futile. Cordelia’s death, as well, is arguably futile because although she dies to save Lear, he dies anyway. These arguments, however, fail to take into account that death is not the worst thing that can happen, and the implications of a character’s death do not end with the character themselves. If one takes the larger context into account, neither King Lear’s death nor Cordelia’s death are in vain.

Although Cordelia failed to save her father from death, she did save him from the power of her sisters, and from his disgrace. In the brief time before his death, he regains some of his honor, and is once more like a king. Cordelia, however, gave her life not only for her father, but for her country. Cordelia’s actions that led to her death saved England from the drawn out civil war that would likely have taken place as her sisters fought for the crown. Her actions also saved the kingdom of England from being ruled by one of her sisters. In this light, Cordelia’s death was far from futile.

In a similar way, Lear’s death also saved the kingdom of England. Lear was a fool, and although he regains some honor near the end of the play, he was a broken man. Such a man should not be king, lest he destroy the kingdom, and Lear starts off the play by doing. If Lear had survived, it would have been bad for England. Even if he was wiser from having seen the results of his folly, he was mentally unhinged because of the abuse that he suffered at the hands of his daughters. Because of his previous actions, it would have been questionable how much power he should have, and whether he should be obeyed as king. Quite likely, someone as cunning as Edmund would have seized the opportunity to take the crown, and England would be faced with revolt. It was much better that King Lear die in peace before he could cause any more damage.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

As You Like It: Jacque or Rosalind?

In As You Like It, we are made to sympathize with three seemingly incompatible characters: Jacques, who is a raving cynic, Orlando, who is a raving idealist, and Rosalind, who is down to earth but not stuck there. Jacques is disgusted with the many characters who fall in love, and says that they have gone mad.

It is tempting to side with Jacques when he starts complaining about the madness of those in love. They are, after all, acting quite out of their wits. Things like hanging poems on trees, claiming that one girl can posses all the virtues and none of the vices of the most acclaimed women in mythology and history, pretending to be what they aren’t, and many other such oddities become commonplace when the characters fall in love. Jacques would have us believe that they have lost their senses, and ought to be whipped until they find them. He would have them prefer earth to heaven because the heaven that they have found is intangible.

Some would dub Jacques a realist for this preference of the tangible world. The proper title for such a man, however, is cynic. Humans are more than the carbon and water that their physical bodies consist of. As You Like It itself is evidence for the fact that humans have been given imaginations, minds, and emotions. Humans are also not solitary creatures. We need love.

Orlando, Rosalind, Touchstone, Celia and the others who happily fall in love are the happy ones. They have something that Jacques doesn’t have and doesn’t even want, love. He claims that the others are mad as he stubbornly chooses to be unhappy and ‘sane’. It would seem that he chooses what he thinks is reality over love.

The dichotomy that Jacques faces is not as real as he thinks it is. It is possible to be a realist and still be an idealist. He doesn’t have to choose between reality and love. Rosalind is well aware that women are not all that Orlando has been taught that they are, so she carefully works to instruct him in who she really is. She loves him, but she is also capable of dealing with reality. Jacque is less of a realist than Rosalind because she sees reality enough to understand that it is worth loving.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Confessions: Is Augustine right to condemn story?

In Confessions, Augustine talks about theatre and story, and argues that they do more damage than good. His first argument against theatre in particular and story in general is that it is stupid to want to sympathize with a character. We are not invited to help, but only to enjoy the pain. We are inflicting ourselves with pain that is not our own, and Augustine argues that it is pointless[1]. Seeing someone else’s pain, however, prompts us to look at our own lives, and helps us to see what causes such pain. It helps us to see where we need to change.

A second argument Augustine gives against stories is that when you sympathize with the characters you love them, and the stories that he was exposed to taught you to love the immoral characters, and to feel badly when they got their just desserts. The problem, however, is not with the idea of story itself. The problem was with those particular stories. Story is a powerful tool that affects us deeply. It changes the way we think and feel about things, often without our consent or knowledge. Stories that teach bad things are pernicious because without our conscious consent we are changed for the worse. Good stories, however, are helpful, because they train our emotions in a good way, and help us to change in a way that we cannot consciously change. They are a way to communicate the truth to people who would not otherwise listen.

Augustine was right to argue against the theatre of his day, and the stories that were told then, because they were pagan and used as the mind control tools of demons. With the advent of Christian stories, however, story has been redeemed. We now have a wealth of Christian stories with which to combat the old pagan stories.



[1] Augustine Confessions III.ii(2)

In Confessions, Augustine talks about theatre and story, and argues that they do more damage than good. His first argument against theatre in particular and story in general is that it is stupid to want to sympathize with a character. We are not invited to help, but only to enjoy the pain. We are inflicting ourselves with pain that is not our own, and Augustine argues that it is pointless[1]. Seeing someone else’s pain, however, prompts us to look at our own lives, and helps us to see what causes such pain. It helps us to see where we need to change.

A second argument Augustine gives against stories is that when you sympathize with the characters you love them, and the stories that he was exposed to taught you to love the immoral characters, and to feel badly when they got their just desserts. The problem, however, is not with the idea of story itself. The problem was with those particular stories. Story is a powerful tool that affects us deeply. It changes the way we think and feel about things, often without our consent or knowledge. Stories that teach bad things are pernicious because without our conscious consent we are changed for the worse. Good stories, however, are helpful, because they train our emotions in a good way, and help us to change in a way that we cannot consciously change. They are a way to communicate the truth to people who would not otherwise listen.

Augustine was right to argue against the theatre of his day, and the stories that were told then, because they were pagan and used as the mind control tools of demons. With the advent of Christian stories, however, story has been redeemed. We now have a wealth of Christian stories with which to combat the old pagan stories.



[1] Augustine Confessions III.ii(2)

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Plato's Symposium: Which speech is the most dangerous to the city?

There are six speeches in the symposium. There is Phaedrus, who proposes that love is a goad towards virtue, Pausanias who proposes that there are two loves, and that love is only as good as it makes us[1], Eryximachus, who proposes that love is central to everything, and that good love must triumph over bad love, Aristophanes, who says that love is a desire for oneness because we have been split in half, Agathon, who proposes that love is the best and most beautiful god, and Socrates, who says love isn’t a god but rather a search for the true form of beauty. The first three speeches share a focus on love being linked to virtue, which is beneficial to the city. The last two focus on the attributes of love and the focus of love, which seems neutral in its effect on the city. Aristophanes speech, however, is different. He teaches that love is a force that is intrinsic, unstoppable, and should never be resisted. That is deeply dangerous.

If Love is nothing but the longing of two halves to become a whole, and becoming whole is the ultimate good, then everything else is going to go out the window. If ‘becoming one’ is all that people do in a city, and all that they are interested in, the city will fall to pieces. Literally. The city needs people to do things like building things, growing food, keeping things in order, and defending the city against invasion. Those aren’t going to happen unless there is a higher moral good than becoming a whole. Virtue is necessary.

Aristophanes’ speech is all the more deeply dangerous because it is very difficult to defeat. The idea of allowing love to rule is very appealing, and throws out all need of logic. There is no good evidence that he is wrong in his history of human kind, and it actually does sound like the kind of thing that the gods would do. There is nothing but the ruin that it will cause that I can think of that is a good argument against it, and even that is on shaky ground.



[1] 465

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Three Theban Plays: Is it right to defy authority for the sake of a higher authority? If it is, what is the appropriate way to go about it?

Antigone presents a way to examine this question in an environment that is not as charged as the modern day. Looking at this issue through Antigone gives perspective, because it is not one’s own city or life that is at risk. In Antigone one is able to see the issue from both the perspective of the authority and also of the defying the authority.

Creon is looking out for the city. He holds up the unburied body of Polynices as an example of what happens to those who betray their city[1]. This is a safeguard against anarchy, and a very good incentive for the people to never betray their city. To allow someone to disobey this command and live is to invite anarchy. For the good of the city, that decree had to be enforced.

Antigone knew that she had a duty to her kin. She knew that the gods and common decency demanded that she not allow the body of her brother to rot, unburied. She had to bury him, decree or no decree. Better to die than to betray this familial duty.

I think that Antigone was right to bury her brother, but she was wrong to try to destroy Creon’s authority. There is line between obeying a higher authority and promoting anarchy. If a higher authority conflicts with the governmental authority it seems appropriate to obey the higher authority. If one disobeys a lower authority for the sake of a higher authority, one ought to be willing to accept the consequences of having disobeyed the lower authority. For the good of the city, disobedience, no matter how well meant, must be punished, or anarchy reigns. Creon was right to punish Antigone for her crime. He, however, might have been wrong to make her deed a crime. This is why it is so important that leasers be just, and that they not make rash laws. Stupid laws are an invitation to anarchy just as much as unenforced laws.



[1] Antigone 222-235

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Psalms: How do they help us grow emotionally and in our relationship with God?

The Psalms are beautiful, full of passion and skillfully written. But they are more than that. They are a window into the soul of those who wrote them, beautiful people of God. As such, they offer us valuable insight into who we aught to become as followers of God.

I can’t put my finger on why, but it seems that Christians aren’t supposed to feel certain emotions. I think it comes from Puritanism, but I am not sure. This stigma that is placed on certain emotions is really unhealthy, because we cannot control our initial emotional reactions. We can control how we react to those emotions, whether we encourage them or not. If then, we are trained to feel shame for having certain initial emotional reactions despite the fact that we have little or no control over them, we are forced either into hopelessness, or into squelching or ignoring emotional responses. Neither of these options are healthy.

Psalms provides us with a way out of that trap. The psalmists felt and were honest about feeling rage, hatred, fear, and other emotions that we have stigmatized. They show us how to feel those emotions without being destroyed by them. It is true that those emotions are dangerous, and trying to be honest about them without indulging them is like walking through a minefield. The psalms provide us with a map. They show us how to respond, and how to find God in our rage, our despair, our hatred, our fear.

The psalms also show how we are supposed to interact with God. It is so weird to think of interacting with the Almighty God as our father, to actually talk with God. How are we supposed to do that? Isn’t it disrespectful, what if we don’t say things right, won’t he smite us or something? It’s frightening, because the stakes are so high. The Psalms show us that it is okay to be honest with God, and that it is the only way to find ourselves. They give us permission to be honest.

Psalms: Why are they included in the Cannon?

The psalms are part of what we call the inspired word of God. There seem, however, to be many similarities between the psalms and things that are not considered as divinely inspired. What is the difference between the psalms and the well written songs of a believer now? One argument for the superiority of the psalms is that David was a man after God’s heart, and that he had the spirit of God upon him. If, however, the status of Psalms is based solely on the merits of David, then there is nothing to differentiate them from things written by the saints, because the saints were really godly and Christians have the Holy Spirit. There is another problem, however, with basing the status of the psalms on David, which is that David didn’t write all of the psalms. Another reason that the Psalms should be counted as part of the cannon is that they are riddled with prophesy. While it can be argued that because the authors were not prophets per se the passages that seem prophetic are just a coincidence, there are too many instances where the Psalms clearly are referring to events in the future for them to simply to have been a coincidence. Whether or not the authors themselves knew what they were doing, there is something more organized than chance in the prophesy of the Psalms. However, while the presence of prophesy in the psalms is evidence of some supernatural intervention and inspiration, is that enough reason to include a book in the cannon?

I am really not sure then, why the Psalms are included in the scriptures and are counted the word of God. I really couldn’t think of good reasons why it should be included. However, I trust that there probably are some really good reasons to include it since the early church fathers chose to include it.

*edit*

After discussing psalms again with my group, I realized that the psalms provide us with examples of proper emotions and the proper way to interact with God. They are the real thoughts of godly people, and they show us how to be godly people. This is very different than the rest of the bible, which is either stories of people’s lives, or God telling us what to do and how to live through other people. The psalms, then, fulfill a very important and unique role.

*sigh*

Well, I thought that I was gonna be away from my computer untill next wednesday. Life, however, happened, and I am back. I am also beginning a new series of posts based on the essays I wrote about the books I read last semester. This should be fun.

Monday, July 16, 2007

oops

My apologies for my sudden disappearance form the blogosphere. I thought I was gonna be away from my computer for only a couple of days, and a week at max. Plans changed however, and now it looks like I will be able to resume regular posting on Monday.
Have a great week!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

What ties together the different books in the Origins Semester?

We started the semester with Homer, Virgil, and Ovid. These books taught us that the gods are arbitrary, unjust, and chaotic. Ovid in particular portrayed the gods as being immortal and powerful humans, more human than we are.
Then we moved on to Dante, who even in Hell offered us hope. Here was a system that is ordered. Hell is not a random pile of all the humanity that ever offended a God. It is instead a carefully organized and orchestrated system of punishment based on a very detailed moral system. In Purgatory and Paradise, we got a glimpse of a way of escape from the doom that we all seem to deserve.
Spenser's Faerie Queen was next. Here we saw the possibility of redemption displayed in myth. Here was a good human wanting to accomplish his quest, but he is incapacitated by weakness. Then he is healed, and equipped to conquer, redeemed.
Milton then went to the root of everything, the very beginning. He showed how the thing that brought this chaos in the first place was that Satan wanted to be God, and then brought mankind around to his way of thinking as well. Satan is the ultimate Homeric hero. He is in it for the glory. In Paradise Regained, we see the perfect man being the perfect hero: Christ is in it for God's glory, not his own. So here we see the problem begin, and how to defeat it, but we are incapable of being the perfect man. We cannot beat this problem.
Then we move on to the Pentateuch. Here we see God show an insane amount of mercy. Even as he punished mankind for their disobedience, he shows mercy. He saves us from immortality. If the gods are what we would become if we were immortal, than this is a mercy indeed. Humans, in this weakened state cannot stand immortality. Also, from the midst of the horror of the Canaanite and Egyptian gods, we see him rescue a nation. He calls them his own people, and says that he will be their God. He gives them these laws that separate them from the other nations and mark them as his. Some of these laws must have seemed so arbitrary at the time, but with modern technology, they make perfect sense. The laws he gave them protected them from many ills, both physical and societal. He offers them a way to atone for their rebellions so that he can live among them without destroying them. His mercy seen here is exquisite.
But then comes Hebrews, and the world suddenly becomes painfully beautiful. In Hebrews we see that the mercy show in the Pentateuch is nothing compared to the mercy that has been shown us. We thought that the sacrificial system was merciful. Christ accomplished more in one death than the death of all of the animals killed in the history of the world. In the death of the perfect man, the debt owed by sinners was forever paid. In the resurrection of the triumphant sacrifice, death was forever conquered. We may die, but there is no longer any need to fear. The sort of immortality we were created for awaits us on the other side. In the continual perfection of the perfect man sin was destroyed. Suddenly we are no longer trapped in the chaos. The door to heaven has been unlocked, and all that is needed now is to enter it.
How is that we miss this? God is good. infinitely so. He is not safe, but he is good. The beauty of what he has done and who he is is breathtaking and so much more than we can even begin to imagine...I am blown away.

Monday, July 02, 2007

Joshua: How did God relate differently with the people of Israel after Joshua became their leader?

It seems God relates to the people of Israel differently in the book of Joshua than he relates to the people throughout Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy. There are three major differences. The first is who God uses as a mediator between himself and the people. The second is whether God is the judge and executor in sins against God. The third is his reaction when the people don’t follow his instructions.

In the first books, God spoke face to face with Moses and Moses would then relate the messages to the people. Moses served as a high priest to both the priests and the people, as well as the leader and judge of the people. When he died, he passed his duties on to not one but several people. His priestly duties went to Eleazar, the high priest and son of Aaron, his leadership duties went to Joshua, and his duties as a judge went to the heads of the tribes. This decentralization means that Joshua was not in as much contact with God as Moses was. God was communicating with three separate parts of the government rather than only one person.

Also, in Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy when sins were committed against God, he intervened to execute the guilty. In Joshua this seems to change. When Achan disobeys God by keeping things from Jericho for himself, it is the leaders and the people who execute the guilty. They stone him, burn him, and then stone him again, leaving a pile of stones to remind their children not to repeat Achan’s mistake. An argument against this is the case of the person who broke the Sabbath in Numbers 15:32. In this instance as well the people punish the lawbreaker. So in this case, there does not seem to be much difference between the earlier books and Joshua.

There are also the cases of mass rebellion that are found frequently in Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy that God dealt with through mass deaths. There are no examples of this in Joshua, so it is impossible to compare them.

In Joshua the people make a covenant with the Gibeonites without consulting God, and broke his command not to make treaties with the Canaanite people. However, instead of striking them dead like would have been expected, God leaves them to experience the curses he gave regarding that particular sin. In the other books, however, there isn’t a similar example, so it is hard to compare the ways that God interacted with them on that type of sin.

In conclusion, while there is a clear difference between God’s interaction with Moses and Joshua, there is not such a clear difference in the punishments of sins. In the case of sins that are directly against god in the case of only a few people, God tends to require the people to exact justice. In the case of mass sins against God there are no examples found in Joshua so the two cannot be compared. Concerning the people as a whole making a mistake and not following what God said in a way that is not challenging his sovereignty, there are only examples in Joshua, so the two cannot be compared.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Leviticus

Given that it has been prophesied that they will fall, if I were transported into the land with the Israelites during a time of rebellion, but with knowledge of the future, and the blood of Christ, would there be any significant difference between them and myself with regard to ability to follow God? Why or why not?

Transported back in time to the land of Israel at the time of judges just in time to see the people falling away from God, I think that I would be able to withstand the spreading evil better than most of the Israelites. While those under the old covenant and those under the new covenant serve the same God, we who are under the new covenant have a much closer relationship to God than those under the old covenant. Those under the old covenant mostly serve God out of fear or respect. Because of the distance between them and God, it would be a lot harder for them to serve him out of love. It would be especially hard to know that God was loving if you had watched him kill thousands of your people. From the new covenant, however, it is much easier to love God. We have his sacrifice on the cross to look to, and we are drawn much closer to God than those in the old covenant. He is our father. This means that when the fear begins to get old, and God’s people begin to forget what happened a few generations ago, those in the old covenant lose most of the reason why they serve God. However, for those in the new covenant, we have survived for many, many generations because we love him for what he has done.

Another difference between the old and new covenants is that while the sacrificial system of the old covenant dealt with the external consequences of sin, it was powerless to loosen the stranglehold of sin on the people. In the new covenant, Christ conquered death and gave us the Holy Spirit, so we have a new nature. We have been changed from the inside out. This means that while those under the old covenant are still prone to sin, we are less so. When the people begin to forget why they are following God, those under the new covenant still have the holy spirit in them to remind them, and their changed nature to remind them, while those under the old covenant have neither of those, and only have exterior reminders that are easily ignored.

Also, in the moments that God doesn’t make sense, when life is not fair, those in the old covenant can only cower and wonder and remember God’s past deeds. We in the new covenant have direct access to God, and we have the bible, including the new testament. We have a much more obvious reason to believe that God loves us in Christ’s death and resurrection than the Israelites had at that point.

For myself in particular placed in a time of complacency and forgetfulness, I think that I would have a pretty hard time until things got rough. It is so easy to forget when things are easy. I still think that I would be able to stand where the issues are clear cut. I suppose it would depend on what stage of decay was present at that time.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Numbers: Why the Wandering?

Although forty years of wandering in the desert may seem like a waste of time, and detour from fulfilling God’s purposes, there are several possible objectives for sending the Israelites out into the desert to wander that are not simply about wasting time. One is to purge the people of evil, another is to make them grateful. Yet another reason is to make them obedient. Other possible reasons are to give them time to recover from the large numbers of people who got struck dead, or to strengthen their resolve to enter the land so they don’t run at the first tight of a fight, or to discipline the people. While some may argue that that the given objectives are adequate to explain the forty years of wandering, each of these possible objectives leaves the question of why these things need to be accomplished unanswered.

There is, however, an objective that answers the question of why these things need to be accomplished. If the forty years of wandering in the desert were to bring God glory, then each of the above tasks are to bring God glory. They fit under and support this overarching purpose This is also an objective that does not beg the question of why it is necessary.

While it may seem to be a bad witness for God to be killing large portions of his people, purging evil from God's people does bring glory to God's name, both at the time, and in the future. At the time, it shows that he is a just god who doesn't tolerate evil, and punishes sins accordingly. A purified nation is also more capable of bringing glory to his name in the future by providing the nations with a good witness of who the Lord is throughout the generations than a nation that God doesn't purify.

It also beings glory to God’s name for Israel to learn gratitude. If they are grateful for what he had given them, then they will praise him and give glory to His name. The forty years in the wilderness gave them many things to be thankful for. God guided them safely, and they survived the wilderness. He fed them for forty years on manna. He gave them water. If forty years of miracles is not enough to produce a grateful nation, nothing will. Also, forty years of doing amazing things for his people will cause future generations to praise him. Other nations will see what he has done for his people and will praise him for that as well.

The objective of making the people of Israel obedient is similar to the objective of purging them of evil, except that it is aimed more at changing the actions of the survivors than stopping the spread of evil. It too brings glory to God by providing a witness to the nations. He has chosen the people of Israel to be his representatives among the nations. Forty years in the desert watching God strike thousands of people dead because they didn't obey him is a really good incentive to obey him, and to give him the honor he demands.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Reflections

This summer I am undertaking to read a semsters worth of books for Torrey (the honors program I am in), write the essays that go with them, and learn calculus and physics. It is a daunting prospect, but I think it should be doable if I don't procrastinate too much.

It makes me wonder though, why I never bothered to apply myself during highschool. I could have already taken the calculus and physics, and I could have read these books and thought about them. But no, I graduated by the skin of my teeth, having spent most of my summers working on school. I always had such good intentions, but life was so much more interesting than studying. I wasted so much time doing things that were trivial. I know that some of my 'wasted' time was actually well spent enjoying nature, friends, and my imagination, but the majority of my time was spent procrastinating and making tasks I disliked take as long as possible. I wish I had known, I wish that I had realized just how much of my life I was frittering away by refusing to give the effort necessary.

This past year I wasn't that much better, wasting my time on pointless things like youtube and videos. Yeah, I spent time with friends and had a life, but I could have invested so many more hours on relationships or studies. Instead, I found myself feeling worked to the bone with a workload that I know I could have carried easily if I had been willing to work.

How is it that we manage to waste our time so thoroughly that we have no time to play? It is just redicuous.

So, this summer I hope to take the first step towards learning to invest my time, and not throw it about...I'll keep ya updated on how it goes....

Friday, June 15, 2007

Exodus: Why the Promised Land?

There are three possible reasons why God is so determined that Israel will have Canaan: that the Canaanites need to be kicked out; that God promised Abram, Isaac, and Jacob that their descendants would have Canaan; that and a nation must have land to be stable.

The Canaanites are desperately wicked, and God, being a just god, has decided to destroy them. This is the region that Sodom and Gomorrah were in before they were destroyed. God has promised to give this land to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob’s descendants, however, and if the land is abandoned, it will not be a lush and prosperous land anymore. God wants the Israelites to come and be his implements of justice on the Canaanites so that then the Israelites can take possession of the land.

As was mentioned above, God promised Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob that their descendants would eventually own Canaan. Israel is the nation that is descended from them, so it makes sense that Israel should get Canaan.

However, while these reasons seem logically sound, they are not adequate to fully explain why God promised a land in the first place when he promised a nation from Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. Why was it so important that the nation to come was to have a land, and why that particular land? Perhaps the answer is that having a land is one of the prerequisites to having a stable nation, and Canaan is particularly suited for starting a nation.

In order to have a stable nation, there are several things that are necessary. First, one needs people. This seems rather obvious. Second, one needs a code of laws that are agreed upon by the people and a means of enforcing them. This is necessary to prevent anarchy and the self destruction of the nation. Third, the people need a land to live on that can support them that is moderately defensible. Without a land, a nation will necessarily splinter. It is not practical to have a nation sized group of people wandering around. The land would be incapable of supporting them. Once a nation splits into traveling groups, they will grow separate, and after a few generations will cease to adhere to a single identity or God. Also, a nomadic nation is at risk of being destroyed because they have no cities in which to hide the noncombatant members when attacked.

God is creating a nation out of the descendants of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. He provided the people, the Israelites. He also provides the laws, and the method of enforcement. All that is left is the land. He has promised them Canaan, and Canaan is ripe for the taking. It is a prosperous country in the middle of the desert. It is also a place that is the crossroads of several trade routs. Because of the terrain, it is quite defensible. Canaan is the best land that there is in that area, and God is not a god who gives shoddy gifts, so Canaan is the land that he chose to give them.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Genisis: God's mercy

God, in the beginning, made man in his image, and gave him the Garden of Eden, a woman, and only one command. That command was not to eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Death was the punishment for disobedience. Eve, however, was tempted by the serpent and ate the fruit and Adam ate it too. God expelled them from the garden and cursed them. Death entered the world, and as our ancestors died eventually, so must we. This could be the entire story, the end of the story.

This, however, is not the end of the story. When people become so evil that God wants them all dead, he spares Noah and his family. Then, when humanity again erupts into evil, he changes their languages, protecting them from their own power. People still refuse to follow him, and instead turn to gods of their own creation, gods who demand obscene rights and horrendous sacrifice. Gods who live on fear and blood. From this chaos God pulls one man, Abram. When Abram follows him in faith, God promises to give him children and a land for them to inherit. After Isaac, the child of the promise, is born, God tells Abram to sacrifice Isaac to him. To those who have been steeped in the Bible, this may not seem a big thing. It is a test of Abram’s faith. That’s all. The idea of child sacrifice is horrifying, and of course God would never make Abram actually kill Isaac. To Abram, however, this was very different. Abram lived at a time when child sacrifice was common, expected. The fact that Abram believes that somehow he will come back down the mountain with Isaac, and that he believes that the god he serves is good is what is really weird. It was the logical assumption. Abram, however, is right. God provides an animal to sacrifice instead of Isaac, a substitute. This is weird, different. God’s mercy and compassion are seen in stark contrast with the other gods, who would have simply demanded Isaac’s blood.

God is good. It is so easy to read Genesis and just see the things that are taught in Sunday School. It is so easy to miss the wonder of how different God is from any other God. What other God is both just and merciful? What other God demands sacrifice for atonement of sin and then becomes his own creation to pay that debt with his own blood? What other God died for the very people who have rebelled against him? How is it that we find it so easy to ignore what we have been saved from. The world of Genesis seems so very far from our own that we cannot see that it is our world. We serve gods that demand child sacrifice, obscene rights, the very destruction of our souls. We serve ourselves. We need a savior before we are destroyed by our gods. God has provided a savior, but we find it the story clichéd. God have mercy.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Paradise Regained: Why this ending?

At then end of Paradise Regained, Jesus wins a tremendous victory over Satan, causing Satan to fall from the sky[1]. After this great victory though, he “unobserved, / Home to his mother's house private returned.”[2] He went home, back to life as usual with no fanfare, nothing to mark that the Son of God had just defeated Satan. This seems an odd thing for a victor to do. The expected course of action would be for him to return home in a blaze of glory, declare his victory and claim his throne. Christ, however, simply and sedately goes back to his duty, back to obscurity.

One possible reason that Milton ended Paradise Regained this way is to continue to show the very marked contrast between Jesus and Satan. Throughout both Paradise Lost and Paradise Regained, Satan is shown to be in pursuit of glory. Jesus, however, is not seeking glory for himself, and has submitted himself to his fathers will, to bring glory to his father[3]. For Jesus to go home asserting his victory would have been looking for glory for himself. In having Jesus return home unobserved, Milton is showing that Jesus still is not concerned with his own glory even when he has something to glory in. God’s glory is more important to him.

Also, for Jesus to have come out of the wilderness declaring his victory would have cost him that same victory. He won over Satan because he was not in it for his own glory. For Christ to declare himself victorious would have been seeking glory at the expense of the father.

The ultimate glory that Jesus could bring to God was his crucifixion. If he had conquered Satan but not beaten sin and death, all he would have accomplished was showing that he was stronger than Satan. Satan, however, would still have had the last laugh because he took humanity down with him. It was not just about Satan. It was about undoing the damage that Satan had done. To do that, humanity had to be restored. If Christ had gone back and proclaimed his victory, at that point the Romans might have crucified him, but he would not have been the innocent sacrifice for sins. Declaring himself king and then getting killed would have changed the meaning of his death. He would have died for insurrection, not because he was eerily innocent. Also, having declared himself king, it would have been abdication to let himself be killed. He would have looked like just another failed revolutionary. The amazing, different thing about Jesus was that he was not another revolutionary. He knew his kingdom was of another realm, and admitted it readily. To come out and declare victory over Satan would have been to claim his kingdom then and there, thereby losing it. He had to go back and be a carpenters son who could do miracles, read minds, cast out demons, and who was eventually killed for being too good, and for threatening with his very goodness the corrupt powers that were.



[1] IV. 560-581

[2] IV.638-639

[3] IV286-364

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Spiderman 3

So, back when I was still at school, a couple of friends and I went to see Spiderman. I really meant to post about it, but somehow, life was crazy enough that I just never got around to it. So, although it has been a while, and my thoughts are not as together as they were, I shall try to say what I thought of the movie.

First off, I enjoyed it immensely. I do not claim to be a good media critic. I could see that there were some flaws in the movie, but viewing it for the sake of the story told, I enjoyed it, and thought it did well.

I thought it was interesting how the movie made a point of jerking the viewer around emotionally. That is something that not a lot of movies made nowadays do, at least that I have noticed. It was skillfully done, and heart wrenching.

The story, however, and the characters themselves, are what made me think the most. Peter Parker was a good boy, or at least, he had good intentions, but he bungled so badly, especially with Mary Jane. I have heard it said that she was simply a spoiled brat who needed to grow up and let Peter be Spiderman. While perhaps she was weak, I do not think that this allows Peter off the hook. To be blunt, if Peter was not prepared to protect her, to be there for her and to listen, to put her needs above his own, he had no right messing with her heart. She knew what she was doing when she chose him despite his being Spiderman. She chose to give up a whole lot because she loved him. What, however, was Peter willing to give up for her? In the first half of the movie, he does not even seem willing to give her the few minutes she needs to talk to him about her job. She needed him, and he was too busy being caught up in his own coolness to hear her out. Yes, maybe she should of spoken up, but if he had been actually paying attention, her face screamed that she was broken, bruised, and battered, that she needed him to listen, to just be there.

The culmination of Peter's bumbling idiocy was his letting Gwen Stacy kiss him upside-down. True, he didn't know how special his upside-down kiss with MJ was to her, but is that any excuse? He should have known. That he did not was a sign that he did not really even know her. Why not? How long had he known her? How long had he thought that he loved her? Can you really love someone you do not even know?

Oddly enough, for me I think the hero of the movie is Harry, not so much Spiderman. True, as the Green Goblin, he was a beast, but as himself, he conquered the monster inside himself and helped save his friends. He knew what it was to be popular, but it did not consume him. He was there for MJ, and honestly, before he remembered what he had become, he was more worthy of her love than Peter. His love demonstrated that it ran deeper, beyond mere words and into actions.

Spiderman's battle against the darkness within himself was very interesting. I like how the movie portrayed revenge...a desire that poisons you until you become the very thing you desire to destroy. It destroys you from the inside out. Regardless of what needs to be done to the person who has wronged you, revenge should not be an option. Justice, yes, but only for the sake of justice itself, not for one's own self-gratification. What good is it to destroy the one who harmed you, if you are eaten alive by your bloodlust?

I also thought that the dichotomy between Peter and Eddie Brock was interesting. Both of them start out the same, excepting Peter's being Spiderman. While Peter has prided himself on his virtue, Eddie shows himself to be not above ditching virtue to get what he wants. When the symbiote tries to take over Peter by playing on his desire for revenge, it cannot drown out the fact that Peter is a boy who wants to do the right thing. He may bungle, but he really does want to do the right thing. However, when the symbiote tries to take over Eddie Brock, Brock has no such defenses against it, and instead embraces his doom, even to the point of self-immolation.

So...thoughts? I think there was more I wanted to say, but it seems to have gotten lost....

Monday, April 23, 2007

Immigration

Alas, my poor blog. I have been rather busy as of late, and have somehow not had much time to blog and even less time to think of something good to blog on...so it has been a while.

I have been hearing a lot about the immigration issue lately, and am not quite sure what to think. It is true that we need what immigrants have to offer, and if we expelled all of the illegal immigrants without replacing them our economy would be in trouble. But it is also true that one of the reasons that America is not a third world country is that we do actually enforce our laws.

It is a heart wrenching problem because this is not something abstract. People's lives and futures are at stake. There are a huge number of people here in the US who broke the law by choosing to enter this country illegally. Mexico is a third world country. Most of the people who have come here illegally from Mexico have come in search of a better life, and many have found it.

However, is it justifiable to flaunt the law and then accuse the government of unfairness when they enforce the law? Perhaps the law should not be there, perhaps we should have open borders. Perhaps. But that is not the case now.

If America was almost any other country, this wouldn't be an issue. But America is softhearted. America might actually respond to international guilt trips. This puts my country in a really hard situation with no obvious right answer. No matter what happens, there will be problems.

It is, however, the ability to deal with situations like this in a just manner that helps to make America great. I don't know what the right answer is, but I trust that given time, the answer will come, and things will change. I don't know that I trust the government to do that, but if they cannot, the voice of the people will be heard. It is the American way.

Having said that, I have thought of some possible options. The most logical way out of this situation seems to be to deport all illegal immigrants while drastically increasing the number of legal immigrants. That way those deported have a better chance of making it back into the country if they want to, and also the economy won't collapse from lack of a labor source.

One argument against this idea is that it is cruel to uproot people who are upstanding citizens and have lived in this country for a long time. Anyone who is in the US illegally, however, knew the possible consequences when they came (other than those who were infants or very small children at the time). They should be thankful for the time they did have here before they got caught. That is they way this country works....you break the law, you pay the price. The issue isn't the color of someone's skin, the issue is the enforcement of laws to avoid anarchy.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Oh What A Tangled Web We Weave

I randomly came across some clips from general hospital and they got me thinking. The show itself looks like a typical sitcom or soap opera, and therefore probably not worth watching (not that I know much of anything about the show). It did, however, make me think. The clips that I saw were about the drama that happens when people sin. A marriage falls apart because the man is in drugs and is unfaithful. The woman turns to her best friend, who happens to be a guy, and they end up sleeping together. Not to unusual in the land of TV melodrama. What happens next is what made me start thinking though. The husband checks into rehab. The woman finds out she's pregnant, and it is her friends child, not her husband's. Now what? There are no right answers. Her husband is back, and has straightened out. They have a son from before their marriage hit the rocks. Her friend knows that it is his baby, but has agreed to what is best for the baby, whatever that is. Should she marry the father of her baby, separating her son from his father, and probably causing her husband to go back down the tubes? Should she just not tell her husband whose baby it is? Should she tell, and stay with him anyway? There is no right answer. No matter what they do, someone will be ripped apart. And no one other than the children is innocent. Everyone deserves to be ripped apart.

That is what sin does. That is why our world is what it is. When we disobey God, we rip the fabric of our lives and those we love, and it cannot ever be the same. God's mercy mends our rips and tears and creates something beautiful, but the consequences are still there. Our lives become a patchwork, and something of the original beauty is lost.

God's rules aren't about thou shalt and thou shalt not. They are about saving us from self destruction, saving us from destroying everyone we love. His mercy isn't just about fire insurance, it is about mending our lives now, healing us now, so that we can live as whole selves, not tattered shreds of who we were made to be.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My utmost apologies for having neglected my blog so. I lost track of how long it had been since I had posted an essay here. Hopefully I will be able to continue posting them every week. I also apologise for the lack of an essay on Dante's Paradisio. I was assigned to read about Bernard of Clairveaux instead of writing an essay.

Paradise Lost:: Who is responsible for the fall of humanity?

There are two aspects to humanity’s fall: whether it is God’s fault or the sinner’s, and whether it is the tempter’s fault or the sinners. The first question must be answered before the second can be attempted.

If God is omniscient, then he knows if his creature will fall. If God creates a creature that he knows will fall, it seems that it is God’s fault when his creature falls, because he knew and still created the creature. There is a flaw with this reasoning, however, as can be seen in the example of Satan. God made Satan. He gave him only good, and all that he asked in return was gratitude. That is perfectly reasonable. There is something very wrong with someone who will spit in the face of the one who has given them everything. In giving Satan only good, God did everything possible short of taking away Satan’s free will to prevent Satan’s fall. Since God gave Satan every reason not to rebel, Satan is culpable for his fall, not God.

Satan agrees with this reasoning. He dwells in depth on who is to blame as he watches the earth. As he thinks on his past, he vacillates between blaming God and blaming himself for his fall. He reasons, “Whom hast thou then or what to accuse, / But heaven’s free love dealt equally to all? / Be then his love accursed, since love or hate, / To me alike, it deals eternal woe.”[1] In the next line he goes on to say “Nay cursed be thou; since against his thy will / Chose freely what it now so justly rues.”[2] Satan is sorely tempted to blame God for his fall, but then admits that is his own fault. While Satan’s logic is not to be trusted implicitly, he is inclined to clear himself of blame when stretching the truth. The fact that he came to the conclusion that he himself is to blame shows that even Satan has to admit that it is the sinner who is to be blamed, not God.

In the case of Adam and Eve, the question of who is to blame is a bit more complex, because not only are there sinners and God, there is also Satan, the tempter. In the case involving only the sinner and God, it is clearly the sinners fault, as seen above. In a case involving a tempter, however, it is not as obvious.

If God is omnipotent, it seems that he should step in and stop the tempter. This, however, is a faulty idea. God is not responsible for the choices his creatures make, tempted or not. If he is responsible at all, he is responsible to warn his creatures. Nothing more is necessary, and this still seems like a mercy. God does step in and warn Adam and Eve through Raphael[3], so completely absolving himself of guilt in that quarter.

Even if God isn’t culpable for humanities sin, Satan might be to blame for the fall. After all, he deceived and manipulated Eve. Milton, however, combats this idea in this passage:

Man, with strength entire, and free will armed, [was]

Complete to have discovered and repulsed

Whatever wiles of foe or deeming friend.

For still they knew and ought to have still remembered

The high injunction not to taste that fruit,

Whoever tempted; which they not obeying,

Incurred, what could they less, the penalty,

And manifold in sin, deserved to fall.[4]

Adam and Eve knew what they were doing was wrong. They did it anyway. According to Milton, they are to blame. End of story.

This may seem harsh at first glance, but God gave them everything they could have wanted or needed. He was so good to them, and asked only one thing of them. One thing forbidden in the mist of immense bounty. No matter what anyone said to them, they had no right to even think about disobeying God. They had what God had commanded. They had the minds that God had given them, and they should have used them. They didn’t. They were ‘absent minded’, and conveniently forgot everything that they owed him. As Milton said, they “deserved to fall.”[5]



[1] Milton Paradise Lost IV.67-69

[2] Ibid. IV.70-720

[3] Ibid. V.222-245

[4] Ibid. X.9-16

[5] Ibid. X.16